First off, let me start off by saying that I am fucking thrilled that 2006 is on its way out. I believe that 2007 will hold many changes that will affect me for the rest of my life… and others in my path. I do believe it will be the most exhileratingly excitingly eventful year in my life. I’m 26 now and I think it’s finally time to grow up. Following are just a few things that I’ve had to think about lately.
It’s Easier To Ask Forgiveness Than Permission– Shit, doesn’t this make sense? I mean, if we had to ask permission to cheat, would we still do it when eyebrows are raised and people are tsk’ing at you? Asking forgiveness may not be all that easy, but it is damned easier than asking permission for something you know is wrong.
How long is one able to continue living in false happiness? Do they even know it’s false? If not, how could they change it?
Why is it that only having a few hours each week with someone is ok? Why are those few tiny clacks in time enough to keep me going?
How long is an appropriate amount of time to wait for someone? What if you never intended on waiting for this person until they touched you like no one else ever has? Are you compromising happiness in order to wait for a possible, but not probable future with the one who showed you how to live?
Why is it that knowing that you can’t have someone makes all of these feelings surface as if its the only way to express them? Why can’t we just love freely regardless of the situation?
FEAR CONTROLS ALL THINGS… why let someone else control your life?